19 Julio, 2006
All through the night
I told him once that I used to think of him on those first 5 minutes of the day....that time when you are not up. yet not sleep....and I smiled, I was happy with that feeling ...but at the end he said he didn't wanted to be special...
I havent talked to him in some time, and it's ok, but last night I had a strange dream and he was there, and again I was thinking of him when I was waking up, but I didn't smile this time, I remembered something he said, how can you be so crazy for this blond unpolite and poor guy..... now I'm not sure, yeah I was feeling something that he was far away from feeling. I was here in Barcelona with him and it was really nice, we were together in Heidelberg and again, it felt good, then it came Madrid, and well I noticed what I didn't wanted to see...
I'm going to Dubai pretty soon for a few days, and to Prague....I'm not staying still.